Thursday, 2 April 2015
Matter of heart
When it comes to loving, it doesn't take into account the time, place or anything else. All that matter is the heart. When love has grown in the heart, they are unstoppable. No logical explanation seems to be found. No 'how's or 'why's that seem to find for answers. Nothing. It just happen when the heart says so and the mind feels right. Hoping however is not that easy. Having the thoughts that promises might be broken, it is bad, but somehow, life is to be lived, heart is to be loved, hopes are always there after the dreams. Have faith in life. Anything could happen but I'm still holding on to my life.
Saturday, 28 February 2015
Monday, 16 February 2015
#104
HOPE.
Hoping on something may be one of the way to get hurt badly. When the hope is too much, the risk of getting disappointed is usually higher. There are people who stopped hoping because they're just afraid to get hurt again. The best thing that they can do is to act like they care less even though to someone or something that they do love badly. Well, at least until they're sure that they will have what they want. They may just change into someone that don't even care about what others feel instead of showing their love and care.
The best way to prevent from being hurt is by hoping less. Just believe that if it is meant to be then it will be. Hoping too much will get us to hurt too much if what we're hoping for is not happening. Just follow with the flow and don't try to control too much. It all has been written up there. Just wait till the time come and it will happen if it is meant to. :)
Hoping on something may be one of the way to get hurt badly. When the hope is too much, the risk of getting disappointed is usually higher. There are people who stopped hoping because they're just afraid to get hurt again. The best thing that they can do is to act like they care less even though to someone or something that they do love badly. Well, at least until they're sure that they will have what they want. They may just change into someone that don't even care about what others feel instead of showing their love and care.
The best way to prevent from being hurt is by hoping less. Just believe that if it is meant to be then it will be. Hoping too much will get us to hurt too much if what we're hoping for is not happening. Just follow with the flow and don't try to control too much. It all has been written up there. Just wait till the time come and it will happen if it is meant to. :)
Wednesday, 31 December 2014
99.98%
Life isn't as easy as it seems. But no matter how hard it is, life will always be something to be grateful for. With all the things that He gave to me, I'm happy.
2014. Year of love, life and experience. Went through this year full of love. With the people that I love in my life, the people that love me and make me feel appreciated. Having the experiences that I had never go through before. Writing my own zine, MAWAR, being an indie writer, having my artwork published, participating in the Pameran Pensel Warna Malaysia 2014. All those are such an amazing memories and experience for my 2014.
After all, love is everything that make this life complete. Loving and being loved is just a feeling that will give positive mode and good vibes in my everyday life. And this year, I have felt tonnes of this great love. I wish that this coming year will be filled with more and more and more love with the ones that I love and the ones that love me. What a life to look forward for. *excited*.
Well, there's still some little problems that came between this beautiful life. However, everything is manageable. Everyone knows that problems will never last. On one fine day, they will disappear anyway. When everything comes to the end, all the problems will be varnished away. And I'm still waiting.
And the most exciting part is, time is moving and my studies are getting nearer to the end. Another approximately less than 2 years and I'll be done. I'll make sure that I will succeed and make everyone that I love proud of me and my success. May every coming times will make me a more successful girl and so I can achieve everything that I dreamt of.
Life is amazing. 2014 is going to make way for 2015. May everything goes well and great. May our love grows stronger and may every problem gets to its end. Till death do us part.
2014. Year of love, life and experience. Went through this year full of love. With the people that I love in my life, the people that love me and make me feel appreciated. Having the experiences that I had never go through before. Writing my own zine, MAWAR, being an indie writer, having my artwork published, participating in the Pameran Pensel Warna Malaysia 2014. All those are such an amazing memories and experience for my 2014.
After all, love is everything that make this life complete. Loving and being loved is just a feeling that will give positive mode and good vibes in my everyday life. And this year, I have felt tonnes of this great love. I wish that this coming year will be filled with more and more and more love with the ones that I love and the ones that love me. What a life to look forward for. *excited*.
Well, there's still some little problems that came between this beautiful life. However, everything is manageable. Everyone knows that problems will never last. On one fine day, they will disappear anyway. When everything comes to the end, all the problems will be varnished away. And I'm still waiting.
And the most exciting part is, time is moving and my studies are getting nearer to the end. Another approximately less than 2 years and I'll be done. I'll make sure that I will succeed and make everyone that I love proud of me and my success. May every coming times will make me a more successful girl and so I can achieve everything that I dreamt of.
Life is amazing. 2014 is going to make way for 2015. May everything goes well and great. May our love grows stronger and may every problem gets to its end. Till death do us part.
Sunday, 18 May 2014
#101
Apa pun yang kita buat, takkan pernah dapat puaskan hati semua orang. Kalau kita takde niat yang buruk pun, orang tetap akan salah erti kan. At last, we just follow the flow and be strong through the pathway of the life destined for us. Because Allah always knows best. Untuk apa nak puaskan hati semua orang when in the end we will turn back to Allah.
Tuesday, 18 February 2014
SHOUT OUT TO MY H.E.A.R.T.S.
My H.E.A.R.T.S. will always be in my heart. It has been 4 years and more to count and yet, we're still friend and best friends and sisters and gossip mates and soul mates. InsyaAllah forever we will be.
Since form 4 kita dah rapat. Buat kerja gila sama-sama, buat nakal sama-sama, baik sama-sama. Tapi yang nakal tu lebih lagi la kot. Hehe. ;)
Yang paling aku tak boleh lupa waktu kita lari dari aktiviti masak-masak batch. Pergi buat aksi kat PSI. Dominos pakai meja lah, panjat tiang lah, merangkak turun tangga lah, gayut palang sambil nyanyi Negaraku lah, macam-macam. Kenangan yang paling lawak sangat. Time tu Syira je takde sebab dia kena tolong masak-masak. BWP lah katakan. Pergi Projek Kasih sama-sama kat RSK Cheng tu. Buat fenomena kat maktab, pergi zikir kat DS pakai telekung, pastu tak pasal-pasal semua orang nak ikut. ;)
Kalau HEARTS jalan sama-sama, 3 batu orang dah tau yang kita datang. Gelak ketawa tak hengat punya. HEARTS buat aku rasa lupa semua masalah. Rasa happy je selalu. Birthday prank, tikar terbakar, kena spray dengan rexona, main kejar-kejar dalam blok F. Seriously, the most memorable moment ever. SPM macam tak berapa nak SPM sangat pun. Happy-happy selalu. With the wardens, blok F mates, classmates, made our life happier. Kita memang sangat happening masa tu.
Even though sekarang ni masing-masing dah terpisah except for Syira and Razin sebab sama-sama kat UM, but we're still in touch and care for each other. Because we all know that we are going to be best friend forever and ever. Today, 18 Februari 2014, it had been 4 years and 1 day since we knew each other on the first day in MRSM TGB. Aku sayang korang semua.
To H, Hamizah, ex-classhomeroomroomkatilbangloteres mate, I'm very happy to know you. Even though kadang-kadang ada perselisihan faham, but kita akan settle semua elok-elok. Dalam class, waktu add math kat PSI, kita selalu main surat-surat. Ingat tak? Sweet sangat masa tu. Zaman muda-muda dulu. Haha. Sekarang dah tak main surat-surat dah. Main whatsapp wechat je. Sampai merajuk-merajuk kalau aku tak reply text kau.
E, Elia, kau dah jauh kat Sydney sana. Please take a good care my sayang. Don't get naughty there or else I will hug you so tight that you can't even breath. Dulu-dulu selalu je gosip-gosip sama-sama. Buat nakal sama-sama. Hari Sabtu orang pergi class study, kita pergi class makan nasi goreng ayam and sosej and telur. Haha. :D
A, Alia, jangan simpan barang-barang HEARTS dalam loteng lagi tau. Kitorang tak lupa kau lah, cuma kadang-kadang kita sama-sama busy. Kan? Dah lama sangat tak jumpa kau. Macam mana kau sekarang eh? Dah gemuk ke, kurus ke, tinggi ke, pendek ke. Really miss u Seppyy. Hahaha
R, Razin, kau gila. Hahaha. Tu je aku nak cakap. Sebab kau takde perasaan, nanti kau tak faham apa aku cakap. Kidding. Hahahahaha. Kau selalu jadi penasihat bila aku ada masalah. Thanks kawan. Ingat tak masa birthday kau, tikar terbakar. Kesian tuan dia. Nasib baik tuan dia baik. Kalau tak, habislah kita. ;)
S, Syira, BWP yang rasa bersalah sebab kawan dengan budak-budak nakal. Ponteng fardhu ain pastu kena lari dalam blok. Memang best sangat-sangat. Turun lah jugak 10kg lpas lari-lari tu. Syira yang sangat humble walaupun pandai gilos. Selalu gelabah tak tentu pasal. Tak habis-habis dengan doraemon dia. Hehehe. Sayang kau.
HEARTS : Through thick and thin kita dah lalui sama-sama, school life yang happening and now masing-masing dah bawa haluan masing-masing. Hope that our friendship will lasts forever and ever. May everything goes well for each and everyone of us. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur kita untuk terus bersahabat till Jannah. InsyaAllah. Sayang korang-korang semua. Best buddies I've ever had. :*
Since form 4 kita dah rapat. Buat kerja gila sama-sama, buat nakal sama-sama, baik sama-sama. Tapi yang nakal tu lebih lagi la kot. Hehe. ;)
Yang paling aku tak boleh lupa waktu kita lari dari aktiviti masak-masak batch. Pergi buat aksi kat PSI. Dominos pakai meja lah, panjat tiang lah, merangkak turun tangga lah, gayut palang sambil nyanyi Negaraku lah, macam-macam. Kenangan yang paling lawak sangat. Time tu Syira je takde sebab dia kena tolong masak-masak. BWP lah katakan. Pergi Projek Kasih sama-sama kat RSK Cheng tu. Buat fenomena kat maktab, pergi zikir kat DS pakai telekung, pastu tak pasal-pasal semua orang nak ikut. ;)
Kalau HEARTS jalan sama-sama, 3 batu orang dah tau yang kita datang. Gelak ketawa tak hengat punya. HEARTS buat aku rasa lupa semua masalah. Rasa happy je selalu. Birthday prank, tikar terbakar, kena spray dengan rexona, main kejar-kejar dalam blok F. Seriously, the most memorable moment ever. SPM macam tak berapa nak SPM sangat pun. Happy-happy selalu. With the wardens, blok F mates, classmates, made our life happier. Kita memang sangat happening masa tu.
Even though sekarang ni masing-masing dah terpisah except for Syira and Razin sebab sama-sama kat UM, but we're still in touch and care for each other. Because we all know that we are going to be best friend forever and ever. Today, 18 Februari 2014, it had been 4 years and 1 day since we knew each other on the first day in MRSM TGB. Aku sayang korang semua.
To H, Hamizah, ex-classhomeroomroomkatilbangloteres mate, I'm very happy to know you. Even though kadang-kadang ada perselisihan faham, but kita akan settle semua elok-elok. Dalam class, waktu add math kat PSI, kita selalu main surat-surat. Ingat tak? Sweet sangat masa tu. Zaman muda-muda dulu. Haha. Sekarang dah tak main surat-surat dah. Main whatsapp wechat je. Sampai merajuk-merajuk kalau aku tak reply text kau.
E, Elia, kau dah jauh kat Sydney sana. Please take a good care my sayang. Don't get naughty there or else I will hug you so tight that you can't even breath. Dulu-dulu selalu je gosip-gosip sama-sama. Buat nakal sama-sama. Hari Sabtu orang pergi class study, kita pergi class makan nasi goreng ayam and sosej and telur. Haha. :D
A, Alia, jangan simpan barang-barang HEARTS dalam loteng lagi tau. Kitorang tak lupa kau lah, cuma kadang-kadang kita sama-sama busy. Kan? Dah lama sangat tak jumpa kau. Macam mana kau sekarang eh? Dah gemuk ke, kurus ke, tinggi ke, pendek ke. Really miss u Seppyy. Hahaha
R, Razin, kau gila. Hahaha. Tu je aku nak cakap. Sebab kau takde perasaan, nanti kau tak faham apa aku cakap. Kidding. Hahahahaha. Kau selalu jadi penasihat bila aku ada masalah. Thanks kawan. Ingat tak masa birthday kau, tikar terbakar. Kesian tuan dia. Nasib baik tuan dia baik. Kalau tak, habislah kita. ;)
S, Syira, BWP yang rasa bersalah sebab kawan dengan budak-budak nakal. Ponteng fardhu ain pastu kena lari dalam blok. Memang best sangat-sangat. Turun lah jugak 10kg lpas lari-lari tu. Syira yang sangat humble walaupun pandai gilos. Selalu gelabah tak tentu pasal. Tak habis-habis dengan doraemon dia. Hehehe. Sayang kau.
HEARTS : Through thick and thin kita dah lalui sama-sama, school life yang happening and now masing-masing dah bawa haluan masing-masing. Hope that our friendship will lasts forever and ever. May everything goes well for each and everyone of us. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur kita untuk terus bersahabat till Jannah. InsyaAllah. Sayang korang-korang semua. Best buddies I've ever had. :*
Wednesday, 8 January 2014
#08012014
Kahwin muda. Salah ke? I don't think so. Aku berkata-kata bukan atas dasar 'pandai agama' but ini adalah pandangan dari observation aku sendiri.
For me, it is better kahwin pada usia muda seandainya dah ada yang berkenan. Kenapa? Dah gatal sangat nak kahwin? Bukan macam tu. Open our mind. Don't get it narrowed. Banyak kelebihannya untuk mereka yang berkahwin pada usia muda. Especially untuk yang masih belajar. Sebabnya, bila kita bercinta, tanpa ikatan, kita akan rasa rindu pada seseorang yang bukan halal untuk kita. Benda-benda yang macam tu yang akan buat hati kita gelap. Bila kita halalkan hubungan itu dengan pernikahan, kan lebih senang kita nak belajar. ;)
Belum matang untuk sebuah perkahwinan? Life is about learning. Belajar. Setiap hari kita boleh belajar benda yang baru. So, kalau rasa tak cukup ilmu tentang rumahtangga, banyak sumber yang kita boleh rujuk tentang macam mana nak uruskan keluarga. Takde la susah mana pun.
Masalahnya dengan masyarakat sekarang, terlalu suka buat tanggapan yang negatif. Kahwin muda, berhenti belajar. Kahwin awal, sebab yang bukan-bukan. Be an open-minded person. Sedangkan Rasulullah s.a.w beristerikan Aisyah ketika Aisyah berusia 6 tahun dan Baginda bersama dengan Aisyah ketika dia berusia 9 tahun.
Yang paling penting, think wisely. Don't need to make a rush decision. Bila kita ter suka kat seseorang, mintalah petunjuk dari Allah seandainya dia memang ditakdirkan untuk kita. Kalau bukan milik kita, minta dijauhkan darinya. Everything will be okayy. InsyaAllah. :)
For me, it is better kahwin pada usia muda seandainya dah ada yang berkenan. Kenapa? Dah gatal sangat nak kahwin? Bukan macam tu. Open our mind. Don't get it narrowed. Banyak kelebihannya untuk mereka yang berkahwin pada usia muda. Especially untuk yang masih belajar. Sebabnya, bila kita bercinta, tanpa ikatan, kita akan rasa rindu pada seseorang yang bukan halal untuk kita. Benda-benda yang macam tu yang akan buat hati kita gelap. Bila kita halalkan hubungan itu dengan pernikahan, kan lebih senang kita nak belajar. ;)
Belum matang untuk sebuah perkahwinan? Life is about learning. Belajar. Setiap hari kita boleh belajar benda yang baru. So, kalau rasa tak cukup ilmu tentang rumahtangga, banyak sumber yang kita boleh rujuk tentang macam mana nak uruskan keluarga. Takde la susah mana pun.
Masalahnya dengan masyarakat sekarang, terlalu suka buat tanggapan yang negatif. Kahwin muda, berhenti belajar. Kahwin awal, sebab yang bukan-bukan. Be an open-minded person. Sedangkan Rasulullah s.a.w beristerikan Aisyah ketika Aisyah berusia 6 tahun dan Baginda bersama dengan Aisyah ketika dia berusia 9 tahun.
Yang paling penting, think wisely. Don't need to make a rush decision. Bila kita ter suka kat seseorang, mintalah petunjuk dari Allah seandainya dia memang ditakdirkan untuk kita. Kalau bukan milik kita, minta dijauhkan darinya. Everything will be okayy. InsyaAllah. :)
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