SUARA

Dah lama tak menjengah ke sini. Lamaaaa.... sampai trlupa keberadaan blog sndiri...hehe...sengal kan?
Hurm,kdg2 kita rasa happy,kdg2 rasa tak tau nak ckp macam mne. Tapi,kdg2 rasa mcm tiada sape yg faham suara hati kita. Ye lah kann,,da nama pn suara hati. Siapa lah yg nk dgr kn??

#so,siapa nak dgr suara hati sy skrg?angkat tgn!!!!! Hehehe... ;)

NOT IN MOOD (N.I.M)

Panas sangat lah malam nie *sigh...

 Ehh,hai. :)

Hari ni saya takde mood. Tak tau lah ke mana mood ni dah menghilangkan diri. Dah lah gelap-gelap malam ni,macam mana lah saya nak cari awak wahai mood?
"MOOD!MOOD!mana awak???!!" tetapi tiada jawapan. :(

Dan sebenarnya,saya rindu kat dia. Rindu dia yang selalu temankan saya.
Rindu dekat dia yang selalu layan perangai saya yang macam sengal ni. Hehe~

STERENG VIVA SAYA... ;)

Hurm,esok ade quiz AUDIT or T8.Tapi,oleh kerana mood saya dah menghilangkan diri,jadi saya sudah ketiadaan mood untuk meneruskan menelaah buku text yang tersangatlah 'menarik' itu.

#Harap-haraplah esok dapat quiz yang mampu dijawab oleh kami. ;)

Saya dah tak tau nak buat apa sekarang sebab sy sangat panas+bosan+boring+no idea+malas+others tapi saya tak mengantuk. Jadi saya buat keputusan untuk tergolek-golek kat atas katil. Hehe~

Petang tadi (not really petang actually),saya pergi lah ke Jalan Plumbum Seksyen 7 untuk me repair kereta saya yang telah digunapakai secara ganas oleh diri saya sendiri. #nape sy ckp mcm nie?mcm plek jer..


Punya lah takut tak cukup duit,alih-alih kena bayar RM5 sahaja. Itu lah masalah orang yang jarang bergelumang dengan komponen-komponen kereta ni. Rasa macam kelakar lah pulak.

     Masa dah siap tu,saya pun baliklah ke Kolej Seroja yang dirindui (katil yang dirindui) tapi saya sangatlah malas nak keluar dari kereta untuk balik ke bilik. Jadi,saya yang takde kerja ni mulalah mengambil gambar syok sendiri kat dalam kereta VIVA kesayangan saya tu. Hehe~

NEVER TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME

I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT SOMETIMES YOU LOOK SMART AND SOMETIME YOU LOOK FAT

HE is my friend, he is my best friend,he is my boyfriend, he is the one who keep me accompany. I feel easy when he's around, feel missing when he's apart and feel safe when he's by my side. It's just too hard to describe this feeling. Maybe it's love but sometimes we could never understand and he'll always make me OK. Away from him making me feel that I really love him and I really miss him and I really need him.

I LOVE YOU,DEAR.

NO MATTER HOW FAT YOU ARE, I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

  














#credit to Muhammad Amirul Asyraf Bin Noraidi. :)

AWESOMEEEE!!!!!

Lama dah tak tulis kat sini kan?
I busy lah lately..hehe... ;)
Hurm, I got this one song. ANDAI KU BERCINTA LAGI by MOJO.
Best lah jugak. AND AND AND,my boyfriend pun suka lagu ni jugak. Hehe.
The lyrics are best and the melody of the song is awesome. COOL GILAAA!!!!

HUH!!! *not a sigh,juz pnat sikit jer..
Last weekend was awesome. I juz came back from my beloved UiTM Shah Alam to my hometown PD. Dah la penat driving more than one hour from Shah Alam to Port Dickson, sampai-sampai jer kat PD, terus pergi karaoke for 1 and half hours. Sumpah penat gilaaa!!!

The next day, we went for some kind of jamming with my boy and his friends. Seriously I've never been to that kind of place and that first experience was really awesomee!!
After that jamming,we went for another karaoke for about 3 hours. Memang gila kann??!! Totally, four and a half hours of karaoke I have had last weekend. Memang best sgttttttt.....



SAYANG,AMIRUL ASYRAF NORAIDI,THANKS FOR MAKING ME HAPPY AND LAUGH AND I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!! :)

HARI ABAH

Hello... :)

Assalamualaikum...

Esok = 17 Jun 2012 = HARI BAPA

Korang semua da prepare untuk Hari Bapa esok? Bagi hadiah apa kat bapa-bapa korang? Mesti best kan. :D

INILAH ABAH TERBAIK SAYA... :D

ABAH, pada aku seorang bapa yg terbaik dalam dunia ni. Terbaik,terhebat dan 'ter'segala-galanya lah. :D Semenjak arwah Mama pergi, Abah lah satu-satunya tempat aku menimba kasih sayang. Abah lah Mama,Abah lah juga Abah. Abah selalu sabar layan kerenah aku yang mengada-ngada ni,perangai macam budak kecik,tergedik sana,tergedik sini. ADIK SAYANG ABAH.

Kadang-kadang,aku macam tak percaya yang aku dah kehilangan seorang insan bergelar ibu. Rasa macam 16 tahun,10 bulan,27 hari tu tak cukup untuk aku merasai kasih sayang seorang Mama tapi Allah lebih sayangkan beliau. Mama sentiasa ibu yang terbaik untuk adik. Mama selalu tau ape yang aku boleh buat,dan sentiasa galakkan aku buat ape yang terbaik utk diriku.Bak kata orang, 'Mom knows best'.Semoga Mama tenang di sana dan ditempatkan bersama para solihin. Amin. ADIK SAYANG MAMA.

Abah dan Mama sentiasa berada di tempat yang istimewa dalam hati ini. Tiada gantinya. 

SAYANG ABAH DAN MAMA SELAMANYA

SELAMAT HARI IBU BAPA KEPADA ABAH YANG SELALU LAYAN ADIK BERCERITA MACAM BUDAK KECIK YANG KUAT MEMBEBEL.

I JUST...

I just want you to know that I love you so much that I can't stop thinking of you but I always wonder,do you ever feel the same way??

I just want your love if you want to know.

I just want nothing but you.

I just want you to understand me and be with me in no matter what is happening.

But I know, I'm not that perfect to get what I want. Not even you maybe. I just can pray for your happiness.

ILOVEYOUALWAYS...

HIDUP NIE MCM2

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai semua. Hurm,hidup ni ada macam2 kan?? Siapa setuju?? Angkat tangan!! Kadang2 kita rasa happy,happy sgt2. Kadang2 kita rasa sedih,kecewa. Kadang2 kita rasa confuse,kosong,mcm lagu Najwa Latif tu. Kosong,kosong. Haha. Takde kena mengena pn. Life's a thousand secret kept secretly. Haha,secret memang la kept secretly kan? Hehe. Kisah hidup ni kalau nak diceritakan memang boleh jadi bukan satu novel,sepuluh pun boleh kot. Kalah novel tebal2 tu. Nak tau kenapa? Sebab kisah hidup setiap orang adalah berlainan dan unik,sangat unik. Takde orang yang sama perjalanan hidup mereka. So,tak payah la asyik berangan nak dapat life macam dalam novel ker,fairytale ker,kisah2 lagenda ker. OK?? Takde variasi langsung!! Ending dier mesti "They live happily ever after." Bosan...

SAYA GARANG NIEYH..BTW,,COMEL TAK SAYA??HAHAHA...

# sdp jgk air teh o nie..tp,,kurang gula laa..xp2,,x elok mnum gula bnyk2..

SUARA RINDU

Saat malam menjelma,

rindu ini bertamu..

pada bulan dan bintang,

ku titip salam rindu hati ini..

mekar rasa cinta padamu..

namun,,

jarak memisahkan..

ku rasa sayu..

hanya satu yg ku ingin kau tahu,,

hati ini selalu milikmu..

hanya untukmu..

SELAMANYA...

SAYA RINDU AWAK TAHU??!!

SO LONG SINCE THEN

Hye, it's been so long since I last wrote here. I was just really busy and busy and busy again until I don't have time to write. I just don't know why, lately, I was always got no mood. I had no idea about it but what I know, I really missed someone or some 2 somehow. If only I have someone to understand what I felt, I'll be very glad.

LONELY MISSING HEART....

SNOW WHITE : A LEGEND OR A MOVIE

Yesterday, went out with my brother, his gf and his housemate. They came and pick me here. We went to AeON Bukit Tinggi, Klang. Having walk and seriously so tired. We watched the movie 'Mirror Mirror' casting Julia Roberts. It was a story adapted from the Snow White and it was the best legend movie that I had ever watch. 

My brother did a blood donation there. We went for Subway, Big Apple and entered so many shops without buying anything. Just having walk. :)

THINKING OF YOU

I missed him so much. He messaged me just now telling me he was fell and fainted. I was so worried if anything happened to him.

"Dear, please take a good care of yourself. You know I love you so much and I'll be damn worry if anything bad happened to you. So please, do take care of yourself. For me." 

" I'm never gonna say goodbye. Cos i never wanna see you cry. I swore to you my love will remain, and I swear it all over again and I, I'm never gonna treat you bad. Cos I never wanna see you sad. I swore to share your joy and your pain, and I swear it all over again. "

Part of Westlife-Swear It Again song. I went out with my bff yesterday. We went to watch movie entitled '7 Petala Cinta'. Such a best movie. :)

While waiting for the showtime, we went for a karaoke on 13 songs. It was truly amazing. 1 of the song was 'Swear it Again' by Westlife. I sang this song twice. Seriously because I really love this song. For me, the lyrics was really meaningful and touched the deepest part of my heart. And of course because it performed by Westlife. 

;)

SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU...

Somebody needs you,

like never before,

somebody wants your love,

baby open the door,

don't you leave me alone,

don't you turn off the light,

somebody wants you,

somebody needs you tonight...

CHANGE??

Sometimes, it's hard to change. Either to change for better or to change for worse. It's hard especially when we're trying to change for better. People will keep on asking, "Hey, what happened?", "Hey, since when did you're changing?",  "Hey, let's see it can stand for how long." and so on.

Why couldn't they help us to go on with our wishes? Why should they try to let us down? This are what human really are. Always having negative thinking, negative intention and all the negatives.

We are free to change. They had no right to interfere.

p/s : I'm not trying to tell that I'm perfect enough. I also have the weaknesses. I am just a human, sometimes I make mistakes and I will try to change and make it better.

POWER OF FORGIVING

Sometimes, it's easier to ask for forgiveness rather than giving away forgiveness. Agree with me? I wasn't talking any nonsense because this is the truth. It even happen to me. That's why I'm dare to talk about it.

Sometimes, when people were asking for our forgiveness, we would prefer talking bad things bout them, get angry at them and what-so-ever rather than just forgive them, forget about the past and start a new life looking forward.

The truth is we're really hard to forgive people because we always think that we are too great and too good and too everything until we felt very difficult to just forgive them. It's all about the ego feels in the heart.

We may think that our action of refusing to forgive people don't really have any effect but we forget that it is just like a domino effect that will end up badly. Our happiness will be sucks away from our soul and we will feel stressful. 

THEREFORE, FORGIVE PEOPLE AND LIVE HAPPILY.
:)

p/s : I LOVE YOU GUYS DAMN MUCH.

THINKING~

Life is unexpected as it always be. We're happy today but that doesn't mean that we'll be happy throughout our entire life. Surely, everybody wants happiness. Who wants sadness? No one!! However, to get the happiness, it depends on the person to manage the strategy to it.

For the time being, I feel happy with my life. With my friends, my love, my life, I want it to be like this forever. Happiness everywhere. I like it. I just want to be happy with everyone. :)

This life is meaningful and so damn precious and seriously, I love everything. I love my friends, I love him and I love everything. Hope that this life won't make me disappointed.

:)

I'm still awake right now and haven't sleep yet. Just don't know what to do. Thinking about this life is just sometimes unsatisfied. We just couldn't answer all the questions bear in the mind. Only God knows everything. Let Him do his job and I'm gonna try to sleep. :)

WHAT DOES THIS FEELING?

Lately, I couldn't stop myself from crying. I never know why did all this happened to me. I just can't be as tough as I used to be. There must be something that'll make me cry or at least, make me wanna cry. I just want myself that I used to be. I don't to be a weak girl throughout this life because I know that the journey of this life is still long. If I keep on crying now, I will end up this long journey with tears. I never want that to happen. 

Maybe this missing feels result in this condition. I really wish that there's someone here, in my heart that can help me to go through everything. I don't wanna cry anymore. I wanna stop this tears. I don't wanna waste it. 

Dear God, I seek for your help. I don't wanna stay in this way. I must be a strong girl. It is for the sake of everyone that I love. It is for the sake of my life, now and forever. 

I WISH YOU WERE HERE......

PEOPLE DOESN'T CARE

Sometimes, people never think what other person feels when they did something. They never care that it might hurt others. People really didn't care and just do everything in their own way. If I'm hurt, you never know and you never care. 
Thanks for hurting me.
Thanks for making me sad.

Thanks for making me cry.
Thanks for everything.
:(

p/s : WHO CARES WHEN I'M HURT?
        NO ONE
        NOT EVEN YOU

MEN VS WOMEN

Men? Woman? What's the difference between them? I use to hear, someone said that a woman differ from a man because women likes to scream. I totally disagreed with this statement because I am a women too but I'm not acting in that way where I see as really totally seriously annoying. This is the real difference between men and women,

1. NICKNAMES
If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy


2. EATING OUT

When the bill arrives, Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back.

When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

3. MONEY                                                                                                                                                   

 A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want.

4. BATHROOMS

A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn.

The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

5. ARGUMENTS

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

6. CATS

Women love cats.

Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.

7. FUTURE

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

8. SUCCESS

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

9. MARRIAGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change and she does.

10. DRESSING UP

A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.

A man will dress up for weddings and funerals

11. NATURAL

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.

Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

12. OFFSPRING

Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.

A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

I NEED THEM

I just like this song. I like this band and I like the way he performs and his style. It's like he owns it. He owns the style. This song reminds me of many things. You have to be here. I need everyone beside me right now. The one I need the most is my late mom but I know that she won't be here now. I just missed her so much. Hope she'll be in peace right there. Al-Fatihah for her.
I need my dad. I don't know why but I think I need him right now. Just to take care of me. I need my brother too because he is the only sibling that I have right now. He cares for me,he love me,he knows me better than anyone else after my mom. I need my dear too. I missed him so much. I hope he'll be by my side because i can't bear this feels anymore.
Oh god,I've been asking too much already. You knows better what I need.

SWEET MEMORIES

Hye. Just want to share some unforgettable memories taken when I hung out with 'my dear' and his friends at Pantai Saujana,Port Dickson. We were really enjoyed it. So happy and unforgettable. Here are some of our pictures,

IT'S MY SMILE :)

HIS FRIENDS.SO FUNNY

FIDZRIL SYAH...FRIENDS SINCE WE WERE KIDS...

WHO'S PICTURE ARE YOU TAKING HUH??

THEY ARE...

WANNA TRY THIS?? BANANA BOAT

Le Tour de Lagkawi

SAY CHEESE!!!

OUR HERO...

HE WAS AT THE FRONT..

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING...

U'RE COOL,DEAR...

SHE'S AN ITALIAN..
AND THAT'S HER CUTE DOG...

LOOK!!!WE FOUND A SAND CASTLE!!!

THERE'S A LIFE...

THEY WERE ON THE ISLAND...

HEY!!!I MISS YOU...

THERE'S A PARA GLIDER...

WATCHA THINKING ABOUT??

A SCENE...

FOOTBALL AT THE BEACH...

LIKE SCHOOL KIDS...

I LOVE THIS...

PICNIC EH??

LITTLE CRAB WE FOUND..

IT WENT DOWN THERE

1437...

HE WAS THERE... ;)

PLAYING FRUIT NINJA...

HE CAME LATE AND HE WANT HIS PICTURE TO BE HERE...

AMIRUL ASYRAF,MY BABY...

WHAT CAN BE DESCRIBED??

SPEECHLESS...

SHELL OF A CRAB...

CAME BACK FROM NIGHT MARKET...

U'RE COOL...

THEY ARE LIKE THAT...

HERE WE ARE...

MEMORIES...

I LOVE HIM....

HE TOOK AWAY MY CAMERA AND RUN AWAY WITH THE GUY DOWN THIS,AND DOING THESE THINGS...

I DON'T KNOW HIS NAME UNTIL HE DID THIS..HAHAHA.. :D

HE'S SHIVERING...

2 OF US...

HE SAID,THIS IS CUTE.I CAN'T GET THE POINT...

THIS IS A REALLY NICE BEFORE THE SUNSET... 

LOVELY ENDING...

I REALLY MISS EVERYTHING... ;(